I’ve been lurking — reading your latest few stories and pondering. I say this kindly and thoughtfully: from what you have written, it does not seem that you are in a space to be dating (at least anyone seriously). I commend you for your internal honesty and for staying accountable.
Whether you stay single, date, or pursue something more serious in the future, I’m #teamjonathan.
And for what it’s worth, I like you clean shaven (or with a little scruff)!