I sincerely believe that this level of self-analysis is going to pay off, Niki Marinis. It takes time, effort, desire, and (for most) a good therapist to make big life improvements.

I feel your grief. But I also believe in your future and YOU!

FWIW, out of all the Medium voices, you were my first favorite! Sending you wishes for clarity, my friend!

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